my all time fev song n lyric..since 2002 until now

Wait And Bleed

I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...

Goodbye!

I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time
Everything is 3D blasphemy
My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up
This is not the way I pictured me
I CAN'T CONTROL MY SHAKES!
How the hell did I get here?
Something about this, so very wrong...
I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this
Is it a dream or a memory?

GET OUTTA MY HEAD CUZ I DON'T NEED THIS!
Why I didn't I see this?
I'm a victim - Manchurian Candidate
I - HAVE - SINNED - BY - JUST
Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away

GOODBYE!

You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
My flesh was in my bones
The pain was always free

I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...

AND IT WAITS FOR YOU!

hmm..gud morning memories..

wah wah wah..
i wake up quite early this morning..7 0'clok lor..
i c d sun rise up..n that remind me to few people..huhu
d memories of my shool life n childish life..
i never tot that i'll become like this b4..
since i neva work hard..but still itz a sad thing..
few will said i'm lucky..but 4 me..
itz juz a very long road to go with lonelynes n empty feeling..

i'v try b4..to make people aroud me smile n hepi
but in d end..i'm the 1 that hurt alone
but be'n to0 carefree like i am now
is quite like d pain ib d ass LOL
event i dun need to think n care bout sum1
that mean people dun think n care bout me to0
n thats a damn sad thing

i'll going back to uitm next week
but i dun have any achivement in this semester break
i did not c d persont that i really wanna meet
i dun event work n improve my skill
i dun make sumthing thatt use full
it feel like my life juz being pause in this 2month

wah..life really complicated thing
i really wanna b sumone on top of this world
but i think i'v choose a very hard road
i dunno i can make it or not
i fail n fall few times b4

that all what i wanna write
in d morning that remind me to..
my past,my future n now

peristiwa malang time cuti..LOL

Bermula lah sebuah kisah..pada suatu hari yang boring..

shazwan telah menelifon kawan sokolah nye..Kalap (bkan nama sebenar)kalap telah memberi cadangan utk keluar menonton wayang gambar transformers b'sama rakan2..shazwan pon tanpa berlengah terus bersetuju utk turut serta dalam plan Kalap..Kalap telah mengajak Acap,Epol,Reimi,Nabil n Azrai (bkan nama sebenar)


Mereka mahu menonton wayang gambar d time squre K.L pd petang rabu..

Pd petang rabu itu, cuaca agak mendung. Mereka menaiki kereta ke pangung wayang tetapi hujan pula d pertengahan jalan. Ini m'nyebab kan kesesakan jalan raya.Mujurlah mereka tidak lambat sampai ke destinasi yang dituju.

Setibanya d time squre..

Mereka bergegas pergi ke'pangung wayang GSC d situ. Nasib menyebelahi mereka, wayang gambar masih belum d'tayangkan jd mereka sempat membeli popcorn dan air sebagai "snack" ketika menonton filem nanti.

Ketika filem ditayangkan..

Cerita transformers itu mmg amat menarik,tertarik n the bomb..aksi grafik 3D,jalan cerita n plot2 aksi yg mmg mengkagumkan membuat penonton amat terhibur. Semasa d p'akhiran cerita, sesuatu yg tidak d'ingini telah berlaku kepada shazwan. shazwan tidak tahan dan terpaksa bergegas ke toilet semasa cerita sudah mahu mencapai babak climax.

Selepas shazwan kembali dr toilet..

Cerita transformers sudah sampai ke penghujung nya. Hero n heroin filem itu sudah bercium dan watak jahat telah dikalahkan oleh optimus prime.wah wah wah..nampaknya shazwan telah terlepas babak2 akhir yg pehuh aksi. Kalap menceritakan babak akhir cerita itu, katanya optimus prime telah bercantum dengan robot lain dan memusnahkan watak jahat durjana yang ingin menguasai dunia itu.

shazwan merasa tidak puas hati dan menyesal kerana pergi ke toilet..

--TAMAT--

LOL

really like this song n words..rite now..

CIRCLE



Give me the dust of my father
Stand on the face of the ancients
Bare the secret flesh of time itself

Follow me
I've come so far, I'm behind again
Follow me
I wish so hard I'm there again
Follow me

I know the way but I falter
Can't be afraid of my patience
There's a sacred place Razel keeps safe

Follow me
I've seen so much I'm blind again
Follow me
I feel so bad I'm alive again
Follow me


All that I wanted were things I had before
All that I needed I never needed more
All of my questions are answers to my sins
All of my endings waiting to begin