hmmm

juz agak tertarik ngan lyric lagu dr kumpulan letto-sebelum cahaya

ingatkah engkau kepada
embun pagi bersahaja
yang menemanimu
sebelum cahaya

ingatkah engkau kepada
angin yang berhembus mesra
yang kan membelai mu
cinta..

mm..did u still remember me even 4 a while??
cuz i'm dying here without you..
shit..

BOTHER (dun come to me if u wish wanna leave)

Wish I was too dead to cry

My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my home
Masochists to which I cater

Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me hate to digest

I wish I had a reason
My flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

Wish I'd died instead of lived
A smile hides my face
Shell forgotten
With it's memories
Diaries left
With cryptic entries

you don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

juz wanna write sumthing 9.10.19

i dunno how to start with..
but i really juz wanna write sumthing
sumthing in my mind
sumthing that i think about
sumthing that happen to me
sumthinh that i regret
sumthing that i hope itz not real
sumthing that hurt me badly
sumthing i hope it was not real
sumthing i wish someone can understand
......

i'v lost in my own world
i can handle sumthing that i start
i cant run from my own problem
i cant handle my own problem
i cant be the way i wanna b

i think no one can understand me since even i dun understand my self
i juz wanna have normal life n normal person
n not like what i am now..
that all